[29 Jun 2004|12:25am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | house of 1000 corpse ] holla. I got in my first car accident yesterday, it wasn't bad or anything, just rear-ended a guy on the interstate. I don't know what to say in this anymore, I'm beginning to think it's pointless now. chow 5 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[22 Jun 2004|06:04pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | shakira/objection ] WOW! so much. what's going on everybody? I'm doing good, getting a place, moving on up, stayin at his parents house partying everynight while they are in Canada. he's making me a steak right now, cooked me breakfast this morning. alot of us rolled on e lastnight, drank a little, smoked several blunts, crazy, we're waiting on people to come over now. anyways, I'm gonna get off here now, holla make me feel beautiful

[20 May 2004|08:39am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | beyonce/naughty girl ] no fights, no arguments, just good times ok so everyone knows my phone got broke and I had to get a new one. well I got a new one the other day, and I have no phone numbers to put in it, so if everyone would email me their numbers, my phone book will be right back where it started from. it looks kinda ugly outside, I want to go to the zoo Nikki, call me whenever you see this, I want to talk to you make me feel beautiful

[29 Apr 2004|04:50pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | hilary duff/come clean ] wow ok.. sometime last week Chris & I got into another fight, hit me, left, broke my phone, then looked for me til 4 in the morning and blah blah and we're together, again, and I moved back into my moms house, he's here with me, and things couldn't be more better now that I'm out of my fucking sisters house. it's no better being here with my mom, but my sister is way worse than my mom. so anyway, people, my cell phone is broke into pieces, I can still check my voicemails & whatnot, but leave a number because I don't remember any! speaking of voicemails, I just checked them, and tell me why this girl is on my phone talkin about ''Chris this song is for you'' and it's an nsync song talkin bout I want you back? I hope we don't get into an argument, because we haven't since I left my sisters, we'll see I'm going to the carnival tomorrow, and busch gardens sunday, funfilled weekend ahead for me 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[25 Apr 2004|03:24pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | 2fast2furious ] I went to a mexican/latin club lastnight I never seen so many cokeheads it was crazy because they didn't care they were doing it everywhere I felt so out of place but I had fun I should've tried it, chris did though ''if I ain't green I ain't fuckin with it'' but we were arguing but I always wanted to try coke so that's reason 1 he did it and there was rumors from back in the day about him and my cousin and I of course, happened to be with that cousin and when I wasn't paying attention he was on the floor dancin with her and which he should've knew better so I threw a big fit walked outside and he came out 5 minutes later we argued alot more and then we went to the cokeheads house where when he then tried coke I walked out and hid to see if he'd come looking for me he did TEN MINUTES LATER he was screamin and shit it was kind of funny he went back in, used the phone I then started to walk half way down the main street to wait for him to call me and then this mexican comes running up behind me and he's like you do business? and I'm like uh no he's like SI I shook my head chris called and I was trying to walk away and the dude grabbed me, trying to tell me that he loves me and I am his love, and I'm like you don't know me! and he started to try and make up with my hand, I told chris because he was on the phone when he did it, and then chris came after me and it was fucking misery for that guy after that, unfortunately, chris & I aren't on good level with each other yet make me feel beautiful

[18 Apr 2004|10:48pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | dave chapelle ] IT'S A BOY! I got a hamster. it's trying to bite threw the cage, it's soft & friendly, and not like the lazy ones. we haven't thought of a name yet, but he is beige-like all over and a white stripe around the middle of his body. if I knew how to put a picture on here, I'd post it. I had something else to say, but I forgot, peace 1 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[16 Apr 2004|04:38pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | spongebob squarepants ] anyone seen Kill Bill yet? that movie is the shit. we are going to the movies tonight to see Kill Bill 2. hopefully it's better than the first one. I have to wait for him to get off work though, 8:45-6 is kind of long, I miss him ;\ NIKKI, IF YOU STILL COME ON, CALL ME, I MISS YOU, WE HAVE A LOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO, I love you. Stacey, I miss you too <3 I'm going to Oklahoma in June! 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[16 Apr 2004|02:23am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | kill bill ] he got his job, I got my job back.. & we're moving out. we have a meeting with this guy about an apartment next week. I won't have to worry about my sister kicking me out when I turn up pregnant. all she does is bitch, but that's ok, because when you got a fucked up life, what more can you do but make other people feel like shit right along with you. GOODNIGHT YALL 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[06 Apr 2004|01:37pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | mario ft. p. diddy/I don't wanna know ] ok so things are sort of better, he has a job & shit now, will he keep it though? anyways I just got over this god awful sickness, I was in so much pain, I didn't eat for a week, it was bad. Chris took care of me though ;) I'm glad he didn't catch it. SPRING BREAK IS COMING, WE'RE TAKING A TRIP TO KINGS DOMINION.. if not spring break, definately in May.. we might just go to Busch Gardens for Spring Break. wait for the better. I'm happy & content & complete & I love all of you 3 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[21 Mar 2004|09:39pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | eamon/don't want you back ] Chris & I just had our first argument. he called his ex from my cell phone today when he was at work, and when he came home, he didn't tell me about calling her, so when he left, I called the number to see who it was, and she told me he called her to see what was up with them gettin back together & told her he misses her, wants to work things out, but why in the fuck would he call her from MY CELL PHONE thinkin I wouldn't call to see who it was? that's common sense yanno, or atleast delete the number after callin it. well he came back home, I asked him about it, he said it's not true, we argued, he cried, I yelled, and we called her, talked to her on speaker phone, and she changed the story. apparently he called her just to see what was up and to get his jersey & game back & whatnot, but still, I think that's fucked up for calling her, but I don't know what to do, I want to be with him, but I don't like games. I am not a bullshitter, and I don't like to be bullshitted. I told him, if he fucks with me one more time, he's going to get fucked back in the worse way possible, and he knows what I mean by that, & he knows it can happen, so, I hope he gets his shit straight on another note; I NEED A JOB. 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[13 Mar 2004|03:02pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | nickelback/someday ] IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, HEY HEY I feel old. make me feel beautiful

[12 Mar 2004|11:07am] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | william hung/she bang ] MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME LIKE WHOA I'M HAVING INTERNET WITHDRAWLS LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER. IT'S BEEN SOOOOO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN ON. lmao, yeah ok. 3 DAYS! I hate my mother truely I really do. but I always find a way to get back online because she can't stop me nicca. I got my 5 year old nephew high last night. he was goin off his rockers, too funny. anywayzzz it's bingo weekend for me. I'm so exdcietid!@# not really. but anyway I need to tend to my boo <3 make me feel beautiful

[08 Mar 2004|02:32am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | j-kwon/tipsy ] current clothing: white t-shirt & sweats current mood: bored current taste: coke current hair: down? current annoyance: aol current smell: celine dion current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping current jewelry: 8 rings, 4 necklaces, 2 bracelets current book: I don't read? current refreshment: coke current worry: nothing current crush: nobody important current favorite celebrity: eamon current longing: what? current music: j-kwon current wish: to be happy current lyric in your head: NOW ERRYBODY IN DA CLUB GETTIN TIPSY current undergarments: nothing current regret: falling for the wrong fuck current desktop picture: a pretty flower current plans for tonight: uh, to have fun! current cuss word du jour, more like phrase: shithead current amusement: shit current IM/person you're talking to: alot current love: myself current obsession: marijuana current avoidance: phone calls current thing or things on your wall: nothing? current favorite book: I DON'T READ DAMNIT current favorite movie: the lion king make me feel beautiful

[06 Mar 2004|02:59am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | ruben studdard/sorry 2004 ] I want pancakes my sister is cooking me pancakes but it smells like SHIT she burns EVERYTHING make me feel beautiful

[03 Mar 2004|12:26am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | j-kwon/tipsy ] I bought jeans for $7 & I tried planting cucumbers in the toilet && my birthday is in 10 days 1 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[26 Feb 2004|02:40pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | suprise by design ] how do you make grits 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[24 Feb 2004|01:25pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | petey pablo/freek a leek ] fuck you, you, you, & you 4 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[20 Feb 2004|10:23pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | ludacris/splash waterfalls ] I'M SNIFFING GOOF OFF & I LIKE IT oh, I did something naughty too 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[18 Feb 2004|08:54pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | nothings wrong with me ] please say I'm not ... 1 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

[14 Feb 2004|04:31am] [ mood | moody ] [ music | alicia keys/you don't know my name ] Happy Valentines Day! lotsofkisses ;P 2 made me feel beautiful • make me feel beautiful

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